I am not disciplined.
And it's not just my health, either. It's pretty much everything.
Oh, sure. I'm a grown up and certain things need to be done when you're a grown up. I can pay my bills on time, keep my house reasonably well, and all that stuff.
What I don't seem to be able to do is keep any promises to myself.
I say I'm going to write, but I don't. I'm going to eat well, exercise. But I don't.
I can fulfill my promises to other people ~ why can't I pay myself this simple courtesy?
This is definitely one of those "things that make you go hmm" moments. But now that I know where my shortcoming lies, I can face it head on, look it in the eye, and work toward defeating it.
Take that you lazy pansy!
